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Wednesday, December 07, 2011 @ 11:49 pm | comment (0)
I am ecstatic, I am joyful, I am full of warm glowy feelings. I am afraid, I am terrified.
There is something more concrete about the everyday when action carries certainty, when daydreaming becomes planning, and hopes come to fruitation. When the time comes to put money where your mouth is. And while it remains, I feel, the right decision, one is still allowed a moment of doubt and anxiety. It kinda feels like I've lost solid ground, a tiny bit of a freefall. A little bit of "what if".
But what if not?