Me: . Is the indie kid without the indie pretentiousness. I'm the Aussie wannabe that tries too hard. Loves medicine and believes that it is a vocation, but is still ridiculously excited at the prospect of having a Real Job. Christian. Loves books and philosophical discussions conducted too late at night. Loves soft morning light and dusk. Obsessed with indie blogs, photography, knitting, music, 50s fashion and cats. Collects bird-themed brooches, expensive stationery and red lipstick. Dislikes cringe moments, raisins and being cold. Hello.

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Wednesday, December 07, 2011 @ 11:49 pm | comment (0)

I am ecstatic, I am joyful, I am full of warm glowy feelings. I am afraid, I am terrified.

There is something more concrete about the everyday when action carries certainty, when daydreaming becomes planning, and hopes come to fruitation. When the time comes to put money where your mouth is. And while it remains, I feel, the right decision, one is still allowed a moment of doubt and anxiety. It kinda feels like I've lost solid ground, a tiny bit of a freefall. A little bit of "what if".

But what if not?

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