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Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 2:34 pm |
comment (0) Some things you can feel coming. You don't fall in love because you fall in love; you fall in love because of the need, desperate, to fall in love. When you feel that need, you have to watch your step; like having drunk a philter, the kind that makes you fall in love with the first thing you meet. It could be a duck-billed platypus. Now that I'm in a better place, I sat down and tracked the spiral as it wound down and down and down. From last August where I was sure that it was just a matter of time, that it was just a matter of waiting till forever. To October where the milk was just a tinge sour. To December and January, where I was just coming to the realisation that it had gone bad. And then the months of anguish, of effort, of too little, too late. And then the end. It was a relief. And then, alone, I could breach the surface. |