Me: . Is the indie kid without the indie pretentiousness. I'm the Aussie wannabe that tries too hard. Loves medicine and believes that it is a vocation, but is still ridiculously excited at the prospect of having a Real Job. Christian. Loves books and philosophical discussions conducted too late at night. Loves soft morning light and dusk. Obsessed with indie blogs, photography, knitting, music, 50s fashion and cats. Collects bird-themed brooches, expensive stationery and red lipstick. Dislikes cringe moments, raisins and being cold. Hello.

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complicated
Wednesday, September 14, 2005 @ 2:35 pm | comment (0)

*big sigh*



Why is everything always so complicated?



WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYYYYYY???????



Why am I so complicated? I don't even understand the way I think man!!!!!!! Why does everything I touch always fall to pieces? Why am I so scared? Why do I always not think about the consequences of my actions? Why do I feel so detached, like this is all happening to someone else? Why didn't I expect this? Why can I take it so lightly, even though it's so big? Why do I jump to conclusions? Why do I screw with people's lives, their feelings, why do I end up hurting the people I love? Why do I end up disappointing the people who trust in me, who believe in me? Why can't I practise what I preach?



WHY??????????
So freakin' pissed off at myself hey...



Thx so much girl, you mean so much more than words can describe to me right now...



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