Me: . Is the indie kid without the indie pretentiousness. I'm the Aussie wannabe that tries too hard. Loves medicine and believes that it is a vocation, but is still ridiculously excited at the prospect of having a Real Job. Christian. Loves books and philosophical discussions conducted too late at night. Loves soft morning light and dusk. Obsessed with indie blogs, photography, knitting, music, 50s fashion and cats. Collects bird-themed brooches, expensive stationery and red lipstick. Dislikes cringe moments, raisins and being cold. Hello.

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so screwed.
Monday, August 15, 2005 @ 12:00 pm | comment (0)

Hm. I am so incredibly screwed.
I hope it's really a case of the ATO screwing up majorly. I hope I'll be able to deal with it. I hope I don't need to cough up the money. I hope I don't need to turn to my parents for help, they really do need the money as well; it's not just about me. I hope that maybe, possibly, dad misread. I hope it means something else.
I hope I'll understand in the end.
I believe in prayer. I believe in God. I believe that my parents are willing to help out no matter what. I believe in my friends and that they'll support me through all this.
I hope, and at the same time, paradoxically, I believe. That it'll all be okay in the end.
Save me.
EDIT:
You know, I've just realised that I have Paul's physio lab. I could just stuff it and do PBL instead. But no, I am convinced I'll get something out of actually doing it. I'll never understand myself. So now I'm staring at Clare's and Paul's labs respectively, as well as Sherwood's Cardiac Physiology. Hopefully I can finish PBL by tonight and spend tomorrow morning printing lecture slides. I ran out last week.
Yeah.
Also wanna finish reading Eddings's Belgarath. I think I'm sleeping late tonight, for some reason.



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